Thursday, 23 June 2011

D VEGETABLE SYNDROME

How often is that we end up feeling like a vegetable (more likely a bottle gourd or similar)..mostly after a conversation that usually is one sided..how often do we end up praying,earnestly, that the earth would rather consume us!! how often do we end up being nothing only to that person who means the entire world to us!! how often we end up suffering for a decision that is not even our's..and how often we land up in some situation that is far beyond are expectation(derogatory sense ofcourse)..how often we end up as a looser..how often we are unable to explain others the true reason behind some thing..how often we end up not trusting people..how often we fail in explaining somebody..

VERY..

and question that arises is not why..because deep inside..in the depths of our hearts..we all know what the truth is..why we couldn't lay the truth naked in front of somebody or why we withdrew from an argument..
Mostly it;s us..it's just our little lub-dub organ not willing to function in the "mechanical way", quite contrary to it's pumping action..quite lately..i could decipher that apart from the usual pumping of blood..my heart pumps and overdose of guilt pangs and conscience prickers..It's these little things in our veins that lead to this vegetable syndrome!!
Ans sadly, the worst sufferers are women..cause in their case..it's not just the little organ but the HUGE social stigma too!!
i do not know how to conclude this..honestly..what conclusion can one draw from a thing as this..an oath probably to not to take **** from anybody!! (especially women)
It's time..high time..stand up..confidently every time you fall. polish  wings..take big strides and fly up..soar above all heights..let the world know..that u have been blessed with the capabilities of "SRIJANATMAK AVISHKARS"



Thursday, 9 June 2011

Emotions...


okie..so the very first post of this blog might be negative..but that is how the very frame of my mind usually is..
why is it so that emotions tend to take a toll on us very often..the practicality of life seems to be dwindling away to me..cause emotions,on the front foot,often leave us insane...
they are illogical..unnecessarily painful and don't have the strength to even move a grain of sand!!

perhaps i write this cause my life,these days, my life is like a kaleidoscope in the hands of a VERY fidgety child..but then that's what the blog name suggests..- Expressions.

P.S. All those who claim emotions to be the driving force in their lives..i agree to them..just that they drive me bizzare!